Update

My MIL was released from the hospital last night. Apparently, her heart looks o.k. (at least this is what by BIL told me), but she really needs to make sure to take her seizure medication so as to avoid any future seizures. When she got home, there were some weird conversations - I don't think I'll mention them here, but they were weird.

And with me, I was doing somewhat o.k. the last half of the day with the failed IUI until it seemed everyone was so super excited about the kids. Of course, this is what people do, but it just hurts because I want people to be super excited about my children too. I feel like such a failure sometimes because I can't do what others so easily can. I know exactly what the Dixie Chicks were feeling when they wrote the line in their song, "So Hard", about feeling guilty for not being able to give that gift. As we all have mentioned at one point or another, infertilty sucks!!!