Sad...

So I had an ultrasound this morning and she found one follicle on the right side that was at 18, and then two on the left side - one was at 14 and the other at 10. I asked her whether she thinks we should do an IUI this cycle, and she said that she doesn't think it would be a good use of our money considering that the right side is the dominant side this cycle. I asked her about the "blocked" tube, and she said "that is what we are working with" - in that, she's working with the idea that it is blocked based on what the fact that the dye still wasn't coming out on its own. And I do agree with her in that if the right side
is dominant, it wouldn't make sense for me to spend money on something that probably won't work.

She said I should try Clomid again next cycle, and maybe the left side will be the dominant side and we could try an IUI if we want. I think she sensed my disappointment because that's when she said that we should feel hopeful because she really thinks that she can get me pregnant because the estrogen and FSH levels were where they are supposed to be, my ovaries looked good, and because I'm "only" 32.

Even though she was saying these things, I have to say I was really
disappointed to hear that the right side was the dominant side this cycle. It just feels like it is always the right side that's dominant and the left side just doesn't seem to want to work as hard. Although I wasn't planning on doing an IUI this cycle, I was starting to really want to after my appointment last Monday when the idea was put forward, so I am disappointed that we aren't. More than disappointed really. It's so frustrating because although we are taking steps to get pregnant, I don't feel like we're moving forward at all.

So I'll go back again at the beginning of the next cycle for an ultrasound and for the Clomid, then back again mid cycle for another ultrasound to see what my body does that cycle.