That Reminds Me

I was reading a post by Sunnie about getting no condolences from the RE's office after a negative IUI and having a breakdown at work. And it just reminds me that I felt the same exact way with my RE's office the other day when they called to switch the time of my appointment today and not only that to switch who I was seeing. I didn't get any sympathy from them when they called and not much even today. All I need is a simple "sorry, it didn't work". Which reminds me that when I told my whole group of friends about the IUI and that it failed, all of my girlfriends were there with their condolences, but none of my guy friends said a word. I know, guys just respond in different ways, but still!

Then I get into work this morning and I thought I was doing o.k., but one simple thing just caused the tears to come rushing out. I rushed to the bathroom and hid out in there for a while until I could control myself. This whole infertility thing just sucks. I am just so ready for it to be over with, but I'm not ready to give up yet. I can't continue to keep having these breakdowns at work either!