Not sure what to name this post

My temperature dropped quite significantly enough for me to say that the IUI didn't work. It is only a matter of time before AF shows up.

Even though I had a feeling it wouldn't work, I still had a lot of hope that it would. So I'm completely devastated. I can't stand this. I can't stand the disappointment. I don't want to be at work, but I don't want to be at home alone either (though my 2 wonderful kitties would be there to comfort me as they were this morning).

Why - WHY - can't it work out - just once? Am I really asking that much? What did I do to deserve this pain?

We will probably try an IUI one more time before moving onto IVF. I was really hoping that this IUI would've done the trick. But I guess not.

I kept a journal of the IUI "journey" if you'd like to read - some of the things I already posted on this blog.