Not sure what to name this post
My temperature dropped quite significantly enough for me to say that the IUI didn't work. It is only a matter of time before AF shows up.
Even though I had a feeling it wouldn't work, I still had a lot of hope that it would. So I'm completely devastated. I can't stand this. I can't stand the disappointment. I don't want to be at work, but I don't want to be at home alone either (though my 2 wonderful kitties would be there to comfort me as they were this morning).
Why - WHY - can't it work out - just once? Am I really asking that much? What did I do to deserve this pain?
We will probably try an IUI one more time before moving onto IVF. I was really hoping that this IUI would've done the trick. But I guess not.
I kept a journal of the IUI "journey" if you'd like to read - some of the things I already posted on this blog.
Even though I had a feeling it wouldn't work, I still had a lot of hope that it would. So I'm completely devastated. I can't stand this. I can't stand the disappointment. I don't want to be at work, but I don't want to be at home alone either (though my 2 wonderful kitties would be there to comfort me as they were this morning).
Why - WHY - can't it work out - just once? Am I really asking that much? What did I do to deserve this pain?
We will probably try an IUI one more time before moving onto IVF. I was really hoping that this IUI would've done the trick. But I guess not.
I kept a journal of the IUI "journey" if you'd like to read - some of the things I already posted on this blog.
4 Comments:
At 9:34 AM , x said...
I am sorry about this cycle. I hope it turns around and your temp is wrong. It is so hard to hang on, 2ww sucks!
At 11:04 AM , Alli and Frankie said...
That sucks - I'm so sorry. I hope AF doesn't show up -
We are doing our last IUI this cycle and then on to IVF, too, so I can totally relate.
At 12:00 PM , Donna said...
I'm so sorry. I don't know how we keep dealing with the disappointment and heartbreak, but we do. Try to remember this isn't about you, you aren't being punished...take care of yourself.
At 1:59 PM , Anonymous said...
I'm so sorry.
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