My Eggs are Immature

I just received a call from my RE's office, and my estrogen levels were low - really low - at 64. I asked them what this meant and basically it means that my follicles/eggs are not becoming mature so the sperm has no chance with my eggs. She said that it would mean I would be a candidate for estrogen medication (which makes me nervous because my mom took estrogen therapy while going through menopause and she is now fighting Stage 3 breast cancer). I am getting a little nervous/anxious even though they said that this is nothing to worry about and they see it a lot. I know this is probably a ridiculous thought since they said they do see this a lot - but does this mean I should forget about having my own kids? Am I going into early menopause? I need to stop freaking out because everything is going to be o.k. right?

They said they need to see me again on Day 3 (though I was originally told Day 5) for a consult to see what to do next.

Have I mentioned that this whole infertility thing sucks? Why can't I just have normal levels of hormones; normal, mature eggs; and normal fallopian tubes? Why? And it is all the more frustrating when I was told back on Day 3 that everything looked normal when it wasn't. And I really want to know why this wasn't discovered sooner? Did I not have these problems 2 years ago when I first started to see this RE? Or did this just happen in the year I took off from any fertility treatments? I guess I'll find out sooner enough when I get a copy of my medical records.

Now, I just have to wait until March 14 to see the 2nd opinion RE and whenever Day 3 happens of my cycle to see my current RE to discuss all of this. Of course, I will probably be asking Dr. Google for information until those days happen.